Brutal Limits (The Limit Book 2) by Marissa Farrar & S.R. Jones
Author:Marissa Farrar & S.R. Jones [Farrar, Marissa]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: reverse harem, RH, Why Choose, polyamory, dark romance, primal, Billionaire
Publisher: Castle View Press
Published: 2022-07-20T16:00:00+00:00
Chapter Eleven
Asher
I STALK BACK DOWN THE corridor toward the main living area, my mood as sour as the gummy bear Iâm sucking. The weirdest urge to grab Honor overcame me just now. Itâs as if by chatting to her friend, sheâs shown me an innocent, almost childlike side of herself, and I needed to erase that.
I should never have listened in to the phone call and watched her on the screens.
Iâm such a fucking idiot. I didnât know that I could fully trust her, so I listened in case anything was said that I needed to stop.
She was herself on that call, though. And she seemed different. Lighter. Happier. Even more beautiful when her face lights up in real joy. I shouldnât have watched it. Not when it means I have come to see Honor more as a fully-fledged, rounded human being than a fuck toy.
I never let myself see women that way. People might think thatâs sexist or misogynistic, but itâs the truth. I see women as either people who work for me, or the mother who betrayed me and let me down when she sent me to that Godawful church of Pastor Wrenâs, or as my pathetic sister who didnât believe me when I told her what Pastor Wren was doing to me.
Worse, she denied I ever told her when I finally tried to tell the authorities. She painted me as a liar.
Yeah, these are the women who represent womanhood to me. Then there were all the simpering bitches who were just receptacles for my anger and aggression through my teen years, when my rage was at its peak. The worse I treated them, the more they wanted me. It made me pretty damn convinced that women are fucked up and broken.
Lying sisters. Useless mothers who donât do their job. Bitches who want your cock or your money.
Those are the people that women are to me.
Thereâs not a woman on this Earth who has ever shown me that sheâs anything beyond either greedy, sex hungry, money hungry, or untrustworthy.
One might say itâs ironic that Pastor Wren is the person who hurt me the most, and yet I donât hate men, I hate women. Itâs not ironic, though, because I found three really good friends in Rafferty, Brody, and Wilder. I also had great friends through high school. In fact, it was my friends who kept me sane enough that I didnât actually end it all by jumping off the school roof.
But when the person youâre supposed to be able to trust the most in the world, your own fucking mother, lets you down unequivocally, itâs hard to trust women. Especially when that followed on the heels of further letdowns by your sister, teachers, and every girl you get any vague feelings for in the next few years.
No, Pastor Wren is a piece of crap who must die. But so far, in my experience of the world, heâs an outlier.
Whereas the shitty women Iâve met have been the rule, not the exception.
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